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The darkest of nights,
I'm lost in the cold...

My heart is frozen,
It shatters as it falls...

No one truely knows me,
No one truely cares...

I guess this twisted phrase is you,
You stab me once shame on you , you stab me twice shame on me...

When you did this you ripped out my heart,
You have left the demons mark...

I guess this pain will never cease,
I guess this pain will never ease...

The scars that do not show,
Doesn't mean they aren't there...

Sometimes I feel that the world is crashing down,
And no ones there to comfort me and keep me strong...

I guess I deserve this,
He says I'm worthless...

Yet someone dear to me in my heart,
Tells me that I'm not, and i don't deserve this...

Your right you know,
I don't...

But maybe I'll find a reason,
Not to cry...

I feel worthless,
Yet I know I'm not

All I know is I am me,
I dont wanna cry anymore...

I think of you now more then ever,
And the thought of your smile drives away my tears...

You know your special to me,
But you dont see it...

Thank you so very much,
For getting me through this...

I love you...
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