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Yes its another pissed entry. I'm pissed at the fact that I was tossed to the side like some piece of paper for someone else who dumped her and isn't gonna get back with her period. I think he's just using her but I dono ******** it I don't give a damn anymore. Life is too cruel anymore..... too cruel for even me. I dono how long I'll last in this world but if you don't see me online anymore I would just like to say that if I met you I would've gotten to know you well and for those who know me now. Well I just wished yall could've known how ******** up my life is and that I'm pretty much worthless to anyone anymore. I just can't help the fact that even though I loved her for a brief moment earlier I'd just like to say it wasn't for the brief moment I've always loved her and always will but what she did to me just crushed me deeply and I dono if she knows this but now my view on my life is all negative I'm not fit to live anymore. So this may be the last time I get to talk to yall if you read another entry some time in the future then you'll know that I'm still alive then. This is all I have to say so if its the last then I knew ye well then. Even if I didn't.