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Well, I am not as uh.. willing to put a bunch of random love icons today. but I have two to put in here.   It was weird. here it is:
Xiggy: I dont know about Xal's family anymore.
Marluxia:...Huh. D:
Xiggy: None of them can even BEGIN to understand me. D:
Xiggy: The only ones that really understand me are You, Saix, Rachel. Micah and Alex dont really understand as much
Marluxia: ...BD Most people don't understand me except you, Saix, Rachel, and...well, that's about it...
Marluxia: Oh, and the counselor that Saku goes to D: Sort of gets it.
Marluxia: Except she doesn't know about Saku's "OMGYAOILOL<3" addiction.
Xiggy: No one really understands but the three of you. D: everyone else says that we are emo suicidal people..
Marluxia: ...D: Everyone else says that I'm ...various things, most are along the line of "emo" or "retard." <3
Xiggy: D: Yeah.
Xiggy: But the truth is the six of us are probably some of the smartist and nicest people in the whole school.
Marluxia: Probably.
Marluxia: Especially Rachel. >_>
Xiggy: Yeah
Xiggy: Rachel is the nicest person I know.
Marluxia: Same here.
Xiggy: Most people just get on her bad side.
Xiggy: ... and she tries to destroy them. oo
Xiggy: ''GET ON THEIR BAD SIDE AND THEY'LL DESTROY YOU.'' BD;;
Xiggy: -didnt mean to actually say pretty much that line but okay.- biggrin !
Marluxia: biggrin Yeah.
Marluxia: This body...is sort of too shy
Marluxia: But it could kick anyone's a** if it wanted to. XD
Xiggy: Yep
Xiggy: Want to see what I have been typeing for the past half an hour?
Marluxia: What?
Xiggy: "Go ahead, Think I am emo. But untill I kill myself, shut up. You know, suicide runs through my mind every now and then, but then I think about my friends that love and care about me. So the only way I will kill myself is if Saix, kills himself. Because the truth is, I cant live without him. Sure stare at me, I dont care I am used to it. And I know what you are thinking, ''this person is a weird, emo little girl that might kill you if you get to close. But the truth is, I am actuall a nice person to my FRIENDS who REALLY understand me.. that only consists of Darkychan, Ryu_of_the_Sand, and Xaryn. Xia XP and Xelda the Nobody only under stand halfway now."
Xiggy: -putting it on profile- I am just sorta ranting.
Marluxia: Ah, ranting.
Marluxia: <3 I love to rant.
Xiggy: Yes it is fun.
Xiggy: -continues on typing.- BD;;
Marluxia: But seriously...Sometimes I think that Micah doesn't understand at all. XD;
Xiggy: Yeah..
Xiggy: sometimes her and Alex just get cut off for a while..
Xiggy: and then its like... uh... hi?
Marluxia: ...Cut off? XD
Xiggy: Well, how ever you put it.
Marluxia: How do you mean by that, because I have dial-up, and I use "losing connection" a lot. D:
Xiggy: What I mean is, they kinda just dont understand, and the get cut out of the loop for a while, but get back in.
Marluxia: Oh, mmk. XD
Xiggy: Yeah, I guess that is the best way that I can explain it.
Marluxia: They sort of...part from us, then come back? XD
Xiggy: Yeah I guess you could also put it that way.
Marluxia: Yeah. Really, if I do say so myself, Micah's more of the popular type. XD; that's what I'd think when I first saw her.
Xiggy: Yeah
Xiggy: Micah and Alex know people from outside the six of us...
Xiggy: expecially Alex
Marluxia: Yeah. >>;
Marluxia: The only people I know outside from us...is Fiona and Erica. XD; And Teresa...sort of
Xiggy: and kellie
Marluxia: Yeah.
Xiggy: but we dont really KNOW them as much
Marluxia: This body sort of knows Fiona because of the whole MCR slash thing...>>;'
Xiggy: I mean can you tell me what there favorite color/band/song/game/sport/blahblahblah?
Xiggy: Yeah
Marluxia: ...BD; huh
Marluxia: Nobody really knows Saku, though. XD
Marluxia: That's why I'm here, or Vexen, or Namine...
Xiggy: I dont know.
Xiggy: I dont think I have actually MET Saku
Marluxia: Exactly.
Marluxia: C:
Xiggy: xD
Xiggy: So I cant really know her then now can I?
Marluxia: Because she's a rabid Smash Bros. fangirl, which is why she's never out...Ever.
Xiggy: xD
Xiggy: ''Alina'' was uh... turned into a shadow bunny, and Xal took her place.
Marluxia: Saku and Xaryn are like...different. XD
Xiggy: So is Xal and Alina
Xiggy: but Alina doesnt exist anymore
Marluxia: Saku is like...Namine now. XD
Marluxia: Because Namine is also a fangirl of most things...
Xiggy: Yeah
Marluxia: On a brighter note, The Roxas isn't out here! biggrin
Xiggy: xD
Marluxia: ...No pun intendoed.
Marluxia: intended*
Marluxia: I think this body is too used to typing 'nintendo.'
Xiggy: maybe
Marluxia: ...Yeah. XD
Xiggy: I am used to hand writting Saix with the double dots..
Marluxia: Same here.
Xiggy: so when I go to write ''said'' I write ''Saix'' with the double dots
Marluxia: XD; Wow.
Xiggy: Yeah
Xiggy: So if I write ''Saix said'' it looks like ''Saix Saix"
Marluxia: XD; Wow.
Xiggy: Yeah.. oo
Marluxia: When I go to write "Valerie," I write either "Vexen" or "Vikusen." Rarely do I remember to write "Valerie." XD
Xiggy Marluxia I STARE at the paper when I have to write Alina..
Xiggy Marluxia because I forget her name
Xiggy and then I almost write Xalia... then erase it then write Xaldin.. and then erase it and think.. oo sometimes.
Marluxia: ...Wow. XD
Marluxia: I usually just write it sloppily and automatically. xD
Xiggy: xD;;
Xiggy: yeah
Marluxia: And it's sort of like "...I wanna write Vikusen."
Xiggy: I would want to write vixen
Xiggy: BD; -brick'd-
Marluxia: Oh, and thanks to my journal in Math, our teacher now knows who Organization XIII are. XD
Xiggy: xD;; Mrs. T is nice..
Xiggy: I just dont think she understands how LONELY it can be when everyone around you hates you. >>;;
Marluxia: I'm lucky that I sit next to Rachel. XD
Xiggy: Yeah.. >>;
Xiggy: I sit by a bunch of preps..
Xiggy: and the guy preps also..
Marluxia: BD; Yeah.
Marluxia: My seat is sort of like that...
Marluxia: Not to be racist or anything, but I'm surrounded by black somebodies. >_>
Xiggy: D:
Xiggy: its okay
Xiggy: everyone is alittle bit racist
Xiggy: plus,
Xiggy: in our religion...there is no such thing as racism.
Marluxia: But in some of Saku's "special ed." classes, it's all like " biggrin YOU CAN'T BE RACIST. RACIST IS BAD. BE PERFECT."
Xiggy: oo
Xiggy: wow
Marluxia: Yeah...did I mention that the teacher is "prejudice" against gay people
Xiggy: D: I hate people that hate people that dont think gender matters, as long as you love that person. D<'
Marluxia: Same here. D:
Xiggy: yeah
Marluxia: And so, yeah. >_> We have to be pretty, preppy, and have the same beliefs as the teacher in order to be perfect.
Marluxia: And this body is none of those. XD
Xiggy: You know what I think
Marluxia: ?
Xiggy: No one is perfect, in fact there isnt even a thing CALLED perfect. Perfect is the unwritten guideline that the idiots follow thinking that somehow they can reach the top at some point.
Marluxia: ...Nice definition.
Xiggy: Some people say that to be perfect, you cant sin. Well you know what. You sin the second you are born!
Xiggy: Thank you... I put some thought into some things.
Marluxia: You're welcome. XD;
Marluxia: Ya know what...Saku had this plan.
Marluxia: "Once I get into my second year of high school or so, if I can, I'll write an essay on homosexuality and the prejudices against it."
Marluxia: ...BD; So yeah.
Xiggy: That is a good plan
Xiggy: You know, people are STUPID when it comes to the new fads and stuff like that. D:
Marluxia: Yeah. D:
Marluxia: I saw this one thing, where it asked "If it was 'popular' to jump off a cliff and die, would you?"
Xiggy: Somebody could start a new fad that cutting your wrists is cool enough fot the ''cool kids'' then ALOT of people would do that.
Xiggy: xD; yeah, there are many different ways to put that. Many different examples.
Marluxia: XD; It'd be nice, though...seeing them in pain...sort of.
Xiggy: Yeah somewhat
Marluxia: If it was a fad to kill yourself, the world would be rid of many people. XD
Xiggy: Yes it would
Xiggy: You know what I hate about preps and people like that.
Marluxia: ?
Xiggy: I hate this the MOST. Okay they get a new boyfriend/girlfriend. after about the FIRST or Secound Date, they are already saying I love you.
Xiggy: You know then in a few days, they break up.
Marluxia: They don't take love seriously?
Xiggy: People use that term ''I love you'' all too easily..
Xiggy:Right
Xiggy: they think love is just a word they can throw around like hi. >:
Xiggy: People do that to the word hate also.
Marluxia: Yeah.
Xiggy: Hate and Love are strong words to throw around.
Xiggy: Somebodys dont know the meaning of love
Xiggy: but for some strange reason
Xiggy: nobodies, the ones WITHOUT the heart, know what Love and Hate really is.
Marluxia: Huh. Kind of ironic, isn't it?
Xiggy: Yes it is.
Xiggy: Most of the time, the people that dont get dates often, will find the one that they REALLY love faster.
Marluxia: And sometimes, preps made fun of me because I couldn't get a date, because I was "ugly."
Xiggy: Well you know what..
Xiggy: People like that, probably wont find there TRUE love EVER
Marluxia: Yes...
Xiggy: because they will just get turned down because they think that they are to good for that person, when really, they are to good for them.
Xiggy: People also jump into sex quickly. Then dont feel anything after it. When you have sex with the person you REALLY love, then you FEEL something very important. Sex bond two people that love each other, and if they dont love each other then they wont feel that bond.
Marluxia: Well said. XD;
Xiggy: You can learn alot from wise people. I dont know about Xemnas, but Xaldin is wise ish even though he is still youngish, I dont know about Vexen, Lexaeus, or Zexion. They never talked about that before when I worked with them as Braig.
Marluxia: I see.
Xiggy: Yeah
Marluxia: I wonder if the only things that preps care about are fashion, and theirselves. o_o;
Xiggy: probably
Marluxia: Once, in Math, a long time ago, somebodies were looking at me, pointing, and laughing. <3 I didn't say anything, though, because I was naturally shy.
Xiggy: You know, when people stare at me. I just shrug it off.
Xiggy: I live in my own little world with about nineteen people.
Xiggy: I dont care about who is outside that world. They can go die for all I care.
Marluxia: Xiggy This body is basically Namine's now. XD; Seriously, Saku IS Namine.
Xiggy: xD;
Marluxia: I'd care if they died; I'd point and LAUGH. I'd truly laugh.
Xiggy: This body is basically mine.. Xal doesnt like school, and Demyx would Rather spend time with her. so yeah
Xiggy: I wouldnt at all. I would probably shoot them MYSELF. BD;
Xiggy: This body has a gun, all it needs is a gun lisence that it can get a walgreens with its dad. BD;
Marluxia: This body isn't allowed to use any weapons, but it has a hugeass butcher knife, anyway.
Xiggy: xD
Marluxia: ...I wouldn't care if someone said it was rude to laugh at a prep dying. 8D; I'd laugh, openly. I'd truly be amused. And I'd probably cut them when no one was looking.
Xiggy: xD
Marluxia: There's this one girl, who really -is- retarded, yet she thinks I'm her friend. D:
Marluxia: Actually...She thinks I'm her -best- friend.
Marluxia: My best friends are you, Rach, and Saix. o_o' The only ones who truly understand me (or, at least Vexen and I)
Xiggy: Ah. Same here
Xiggy: you know I used to talk to people online.
Xiggy: but now its like..
Xiggy:ew... sommebodddiesss... @@;
Marluxia: Indeed. >>;
Xiggy: Xal's family thinks I am insane. oo
Marluxia: Same here.
Uh.. yeah I know its long and ranting but there is WISE information in there if you actually READ through it. D< for those of you who are not my friends and you randomly come across this.
  ~<3
 xallumz · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 03:58pm · 0 Comments |
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