I can't sleep again. I feel like my insomnia has just gotten back to the way it used to be. I hate not being able to sleep stressed . It drives me mad, and when I don't get enough sleep I seem to get more panic attacks. Omg, and ever since my brother installed limewire, the computer is just acting so strangly. I think its ******** up the computer. Watch them ******** blame it on me, as always. I don't do anything bad, so I think they should shove it up their asses. I hope my dad does realize its my brothers fault why the computer ges ******** up every time cause he either goes onto game sites that freeze it up or downloads s**t like lime wire.
My dad is bitching at Ej and I to go to sleep right now. I don't know how to stretch it to him that its the weekend and that I have insomnia, I mean come on, I was dignosed right infront of him, and that I barely can sleep, and if I'm on the computer I get slightly tired...Or I could just be getting a tumor in my brain.
Speaking of tumors, my poor baby Rika-ne (my rat) has a tumor on her neck, right below her chin. I'm making my dad take her to the vet. I don't care if she's just a lil thing, she deserves to be cared for, just like a dog or a cat. She almost died about a month ago because she decided she didn't want to eat her food that I was giving her. I think it was because I inspected it and found moth larva in it. Ew, not good. But I thought rats liked bugs...or something? Whatever, she's my little princess. I'd give her a tierra to wear, but I don't she'd wear it for too long.
So as far as things between Joe and I go, its been pretty good. Although its just been a little rocky tonight.
I've noticed he's been going through some minor depression, then again he doesn't show how he really feels infront of me too often because he feels he doesn't want to pile on so much stress on me. I understand how that is, but I'm his girlfriend, I think I should have the right to know. I know now why him and Sam go out so often to talk. I just wish he didn't keep me in the dark for so long about things. I get it, but its just a little frustrating. I hope things now will be a little more open. I would think that Sam would get a little annoyed at hearing peoples problems for so long. I never would of thought she'd stand to listen to him. I don't know, after 2 years of knowing her I thought I might have gotten to understand how she ticks, but I guess we all learn new things every day.
Well I'm gonna go surf around Gaia and hope to get alot more gold cause I damn straight want those black and white stripped stockings 3nodding
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