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Ah, my mind is something of an odd balance to say the least. Lately my dreams have been soothing and calm, and peaceful. Garnering hope within me. However today I dozed of for a bleeding catnap, and low and behold I get a nightmare. A really beauty of a nightmare to. I am held down onto this table with dark red straps (They are red from blood, my blood from struggling). There are these people who wear masks and are cutting me apart with surgeons tools, slowly and painfully. All the while I lay back and I am taken apart. The most disconcerning part is when they take out my eyes. The carve them out slowly and drop them into a metal tray. They replace my eyes with large Insect eyes, that are this yellowish color. They tear my lower jaw off and place insect like mouth parts. My skin was the worst. Slowly it is flayed off into tiny strips with these little barbs and they are attached to walls so I am almost being held aloft by hanging from my own skin. Then comes the weirder part. They rip my skin off and begin covering me in this blue shell. Its all insect like, its this blue shiny shell. My index and middle fingers merge to form one finger, as do my pinkie and ring finger also a second set of arms has been added to me too. My face controts and burns horribly. then it stops, they lift me and hold me aloft as though I am some great hero or something. They carry me out into this hall and everyone begins applauding and cheering. Thats when I woke up... What does this mean?!?!?!?! GAH this dream maddens me so!