What I basically mean by that is... Miss Billingham will not survive til Christmas.
So yes, I bet people have been waiting for some huge ellobrate entry about how my life is going and how I'm feeling and all those oh so wonderful things.
Well I may disappoint! Ha!
My current emotional state is relitivly normal. I like being like this because it means I can actually smile without thinking I can do something terribly dangerous.. and survive. o_o
I have had a rather good past week, excepting my doctors visit and being referred back into mental health for my own sanity. - Long story and that's all you need to know.
I am feeling great in myself, still too jealous and stuff but I'm still me. Am relishing in my uniquness and my love of the way I see and interpret things. It takes a long time to realise how important we all are and being an atheist I need to live my last minute to the fullest! : D
Yes, moving on. Have had a series of weird nightmare/dreams recently and am finding it hard to find the meanings behind them. I'd ask for help but since I find it hard enough to put them into logical sense I should forget about them and go frolick in the daises.. Ok, maybe not that drastic. xD
In the word of daises.. I brought yet another new dress this week. It's pretty and patterned and has daises on it and its pink and its white and I am fully aware my grammar has just gone to pot. =p
On a final note before I start rambling and I do have this homework to do, I shall whine about how I want to go out. Now. T__T
Ugh, this is a rather short entry.. so I shall post up something from postsecret. ^o^
Yet again relates to myself as well. : D
