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(No Name)

why do i feel you slipping away?
just out of reach of my heart?
i cant even feel you when your near me
the silence is driving us apart
i've wanted your love for a very long time
trying to be all you could ever need
but love works for only those who dont want it
leaving the hopeless with a crushed heart to bleed
i feel i lost you before you were even mine
and im powerless to prevent this pain
love has won again to kill another soul
and left me lonley, heartbroken...again

(Never Before)

never before heve i kissed the wind
and felt its cool caresses
or walked the enchanted moonlite path
where the forest silently undresses...

never before have i laid down in the grass
and felt its cool surround me
or made love in the bed it provides
drowning in its ecstasy.

never bafore have i opened my heart
and given it to a starnger
drunken by the love of laughter
blinded by the threat of danger.

never before have i felt this way
in spit of all i have been through
never before has life given me
so much
by introducing me to you...

(No Name)

on a night like this
with the moon so bright
your eyes aglow
your touch so light
my heart is pounding
my skin alive
needing to feel your love inside

in a moment like this
my desire intense
my need for you grows
your power i since
inside i long for your warm needing touch
aching for nothing
yet longing for much

on a day like this when i sit here alone
i wonder what your doing and where you have gone
remembering your kisses, your soft sexy eyes
the way your body takes me to paradise

on a night like this as i watch you sleep
i pray the lord my heart i will keep
yet i fear i am losing it, giving it away
not sure exactly what either of us should say

on a night like this as the stars shine down
i lie in my bed, hearing every strange sound
and i wonder if those ghosts will ever se me free
or will i always be hunted by your memory...

(How Could You Know)

i fell in love, yes this is true
i wanted to give my heart to you
i wanted to be apart of your world
to be held, cherished, and adored
i loved you so much, even though i knew
that i was only a toy for you
and i had my eyes open, able to see
that you were dishonest and disloyal to me
but how could you know that i was for real
how could you know all these things that i feel
its not like i told you,or showed you each day
that my world would be shattered if you went away
when you were out each evening, laughing with you friends
how could you know i was dieing within
waiting at home to hear your sweet "hello"
waiting to be near you, wanting you so
no, this is not at all a shame you should endure
for how could you know that i really loved you for sure
how could you know that i have since died inside
since you walked away, and told me goodbye
now when we are out somewhere and happen to see
eachother, someplace its so akward for me
how could you know that i still feel the same
how could you know that it wasn't a game...

YAY TWO MORE then ill have to find some of my other ones in my "JUNK DRAWER FROM THE NETHERWORLDS!!!" hehe...

(No Name)

you may not know how to tell the truth
but in all honesty i want nothing from you
your lies have hurt me while you walk away free
but soon it will be clear you lost love, not me
you play,dance, smile, laugh and live
but when your heart is empty, you'll recive all you give
ill be healthy, happy and free
youll be lonley, empty without me
so enjoy your short victory, but dear realize
your defet is so very evident deep in those eyes
your heart tells you one thing, your head another
but when you change your mind, dont call me, dont bother
your loss awakens you deep in the night
when noone is there, its your personal fight
you lost a true love, someone like no other
a love you will never find with another
goodbye, my lover i cared for you so much
sweet dreams, i pray your hunted by my touch
when you call my name in a dream that ripes your heart out
i want you to know what pain, and love is all about...

(CrossRoad)

im standing at a crossroad
unsure of where i face
do i turn to my lover?
such a handsome face...
do i let him in deeper...
to touch me inside?
where my heart hides timidly
at the place love once died...
do i let down the barriers
and let emotions rush in?
opening myself for something
that im afraid to begin...
or do i walk away quickly...
intent on being free?
then id know id go on living
without lies hurting me..
is this chance once again worth taking?
dare i trust love once more?
give the satisfaction of his love being solely mine?
i should make a decision...
look into his beautiful eyes
run away from a potintial heartbreak?
or run into a inevitable paradise?
im standing at a crossroad
so very terrified within
once again pondering
if i should let this begin...

TADA! NOW COMMENT!!!! OR I KILL YOU!!! j/k ^^