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things dont always work out like we had hoped, they fail miserably and demolish every bit of existence,paint the walls black stain it with blood shatter the windows, and you've found what the inside of my soul looks like, it hurts it grieves, and it has lost it's motive, I dont know why I haven't died just yet.Life's too short, especially when you cross paths with love, I regret it, love's a destroyer and well it tore me apart and reduced me to this death driven psychotic maniac that you idiots all call a "good person" that is honestly the most retarded thing I have ever heard and you people are parthetic. you're hopeless idiotic morons. apparently you're H.I.M.S. either way you've taken up to much time in my life and it's time for you to leave,you don't need someone like me here, I've said it before and I'll say it again, the Yuschuk name is a curse,and should just disappear, love...it's a waste of time the worst predicament you could fall into and someday I still pray it'll murder me,and she knows who I'm referring to and despite how much she screams and shouts at me, the only thing she did do was showed me I had a heart, then she tore it out.