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Sometimes I feel I just need to shut up about my characters because, I just give one side of them and it seems like that's all there is to them and it sort of annoys me. People who used to get a real glimpse at my characters don't really know anymore, and I dunno if that's my period talking or if I just am tired of exposing it. Like when I try to be more secretive about my drawings it's hard to because it's mean to soemtimes tell people just flat out no usually. Yet I want to improve before I do anything, and yet I feel only a couple of people know that now, I won't name names cause it might not be as obvious as you think, or maybe it is. I just want to continue my story I guess, but at the same time there's alot of things I added to make sense but noone really knows that because I just don't talk about it anymore, for reasons that yet again might be more obvious than you think. I feel stupid for posting this but more stupid for holding it in, but I know that people who read this think I'm acting all depressed and whatnot, but I'm not it's slight anger but really just realization. Through it all I guess sometimes I need to tlak more about the story than just the characters, but my characters are so important to me, it's just a weird thing to explain not once have I dropped one for another better one, I always find a use for my characters and always have some kind of attachment((no matter what new thing I get into they're there to stay, Cale can go with Gaara or Sasuke for all I care xd )), I dunno if anyone understands but if they really get the reason right Hooray! sweatdrop 3nodding xd if not then it's me just ranting.

K:Hell yeah, get my story straight
Shut up I did

Signing off till next week I guess,
Kearin S Infinity


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  • User Comments: [14]
    ...It doesn't matter if you wanna keep it in or hold it out it's your desison, but because people already know about your characters they'll automatically make assumptions to them you can't stop that. And you dont ahve to tell anyone about your stories or anything... but it would be nice for me to know about a story that my characters are in don't you think? But i guess since i'm not writing or drawing or doing anything in that story, it's not for me to say... hell my own siggy isn't even on it, so screw it.

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:11pm
    Umm dude sorry to say but you act like you don't give a damned about the story no offense but you don't seem to be trying. I don't wanna show but at the same time a good writer gets opinions from all over. I would give you credit I do give you credit but maybe not on the front cover, you don't seem to care, hell you're even focusing on something else, why bother you with something you dropped two years ago? I know people know my charries but that's just close friends really, I would tell you too but as I said you don't act like you care at all, always talking about soemthing else even when i'm around dude, I'm not gonna try and bother you, I'm only bothering you about the profiles cause I want you to say what your characters are like not me guessing.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:25pm
    ...Really how am i supposed to say i care? There's other stuff going around, and as i said, i wouldn't be completely one hundred percent giving my whole heart into something that won't even benefit me! I'm not working on that story, so why should i obsess over something that will never help me at all? I'm giving you four of my best characters, letting you gain something, while i'm giving something up because i can't use them! I would care more but i can't, okay i just can't. If i get too attached to them i would want to use them for something different but hell i can't now can i?

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:33pm
    dude yeah you can and I would try involving you more, but you do other things you obsess man, and i know I'm getting some of your best charries, but all you talk about now is FMA and SP , one day I was planning on saying to you we should tyr working on RoW and I was gonna say it after I gave you the summary but then you turned around and started mocking it, like you didn't care, and you cna use your charries ya know, you just don't want me to know what you want to do with them. It can help you, we could be like collab and actually try but you don't care anymore damnit, and it's obvious, they're not the characters you're obsessed about now, that's just what i'm getting off of you man.maybe it's not what you mean but tha'ts how you're acting so think about it and how it's been going recently, what you've been more preoccupied with besides those charries or even asking me about the story.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:37pm
    ..Well yeah... if you aren't going to tell me things on the story then i'm not going to tell you what i'm going to do with my characters... and anyway you have the whole story planned out already dont you? My input shouldn't change that. And if you wanna assume that then go right ahead i won't try to change your opinion because i don't wanna have to type paragraph posts to get some points through. And RoW isn't even a series yet, and FMA and SP i see every day, filled in wiht more and more in formation, of course i'd be obsessing over those more.

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:47pm
    yeah In know, and I did plan on it, I'm not asking for total obsession lordy no obsession at all but I do ask you to actually care many, and I don't want to either this was my journal post and it was just me ranting I want you to just think of how much you've been actually caring lately, or at all man. I'm working on it, RoW will be a series, and I will try hard to make it one because I care alot for it and everything in it. I want to tell you things but, just think about how you've been acting, they way you have been acting makes me assume you don't care, and I want to end this discuassion so if you have something to complain about send it in the PMs, not here where it's just entertainment for others to read.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:51pm
    Ooooo okay then sorry for ruining your complaining to the public, the people are so looking forward to it! rolleyes I seriously could care less where i say it as long as i do. You speak of your characters, draw them, do everything with them twenty four seven all the time, i don't do anything because well yeah they're mine first of all and it seems like you could really care less about them as well. YOU'RE gonna make it a serious YOU'RE gonna draw them YOU'RE gonna write on them basically YOU'RE doing everything so why should i bother?

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 09:54pm
    Not funny not laughing, and I'm only doing it cause you felt the need to drop the thing! You dropped it like a fly, and I care I care a whole damned lot!!! Or I wouldn't believe tha tit could actually do well!!!! I don't speak of yours often cause you get in all this huff of who am I to speak of your characters, and when I try to with you you switch to something like you freely tlak about some other characters you have, but dare I mention our charries. And you should try, YOU should ask me! YOU shouldn't assume that eveyrone else is the best person in the world to collab with but no not Imani, why huhn? You don't try to ask me! I would say okay i would tkae time during lunch or whatnot for a whole damned week just to tlak about us collabing, and what you and I can do equally! a partnered thing! Next time just flipping ask.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:00pm
    It wasn't meant to be funny dude, i just don't see what's so entertaining about your complaining. Why should i ask to collaborate with you? I mean, come on you ahve all these stories and ideas and characters and everything set out... why would i ask to collaborate with you, i'd only be holding you down. RoW is the only thing we're collaborating with.. and hell we can't even do that right. Oh and it's hard to see you actually caring about something you usually give jokes on stuff on certain things and so it's hard for me to feel as if you actually do care or not.

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:09pm
    I meant this fight being some source of entertainmentAnd no you wouldn't 'm not asking for all of my stories but come on, and dude what jokes? Are you seriously trying to turn this around? Never mind man this is turning confusing man, you act like as if collabing with someone else you feel you would hold them down only me huhn? dude, let's end this this shouldn't have been a fight.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:15pm
    oh yeah, i'm trying to turn this around, alas i roll my eyes again. And yeah you you have everything planned out or so you make it seem... and in the end it would just be another trademark for you, you'd write and draw the stuff again. But okay fine, let's end the argument... obviously what ever the hell i'm saying isn't making sense.

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:17pm
    You're saying that I didn't listen, damnit Bronte it's been back and forth for you man, you've been acting like you've been trying to get rid of me, and I know you will roll your eyes again but that's jus tin my point of view, I wanted to end this it was a simple entry read it again it wasn't to start anything! How'd this suddenly get about you though man, I even try to reveal things in the rp, but all we do is random nonsense, I'd write out the whole thing for you, but it's still not filled in yet you know, not all of it is making real sense, I was gonna ask you to help when I got the profiles.

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 10:27pm
    ...obviously we both misunderstood eachother and it all came out in this entry. It's just some entries of yours spark up things that i wanted to say for a while but i haven't had the heart to. So... i'm sorry.

    comment L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 11:16pm
    I'm sorry too, I just type whatever plauges me, I write it too, but sometimes that isn't enoguh *shrug*

    comment coldeyedflames · Community Member · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 11:25pm
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