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ok, i feel like s**t, i try 2 b supportive of him and he just doesnt care. u know, im not going to talk to him for awhile, because he ignores my question and still acts like im no1. thats fine, but i dont need this right now. i mean he acts one way one day, then acts like im no1 the next. it hurts me alot and he doesnts care. but i made it that way because i screwed up, and i just dont think he trusts me, and u know what, i dont give a damn, i cant say ive never lied to him, cuz i did b4 i knew him, but now im sure he thinks im a liar. like im a fake person, or have manny accounts and do s**t to make ppl feel sorry 4 me. im sorry brian, i dont do that, if u dont trust me, u can go away, because u know what, thats what i felt for the past few days that u have been thinking, but im like no, im just being paranoid. but u know im not mad, just dissapointed you dont trust me. just leave me alone for awhile, i feel like s**t, but im not mad, im sad that u dont trust me. i dont care if im ever ur bestist best friend anymore because u avoid the damn question like its the black plaigue. do u understand how much that hurts that u never answer my question crying i dont care any more if im important or trusted by u. ii just need to get rid of this negativity. im not bitching im just telling u how i feel and how it hurts me.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Mon Sep 18, 2006 @ 08:10pm · 1 Comments |
