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I have been feeling Depressed this weekend. crying You know WHY?!?!?well....iwill tellyou why because i am bored out of my mind and have NOTHING ELSE TO DO!!! It is because of this crush i have. We are sor of going out cause my friend thought we should.So i did....and he said yes. and now......my friend wants us to break up so SHE can go out with him. eek Shocking isn't it?!?!? I read it off of a friends journalthat she commented on.......and i couldn't believe my eyes when i read it. I felt hurt.....but i just ignored it. And THEN he told me that she told him AND his friend of a secret of mine!!!!A SECRET THAT WAS MEANT TO BE KEPT!!!!! gonk i was speechless when he told me that. I mean.......i told her to keep it as a secret but NOOOOOOOOOOOO she HAD to tell him!!!!! Even tho she TOLD one of her friends but i didn't mind as long as those two kept it secret. But she broke it anyways. I mean how would SHE feel if i told EVERYONE about her deep secret.....but i wont....causei am a good friend who dosen't do thoseking of things. sad i am still depressed about it that she went behind my back and told him that..........i just don'tlike that feeling...........well...thats all fokes.....till next time.......if there IS a next time if i don't KILL myself cry

i like this song...and it sorta reminds me of my problems. But it sort of makes me feel better tho cause it is my favorite band.

Dirty Little Secret by: All-american Rejects


Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It?s eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to kno