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Dear journal,
Do you think I could have a possible future career as an actress? In my opinion, I'm actually pretty good, with no lessons. My brother also thinks I'm good. Then again, he also thinks I'm a good singer, and I suck at that. Yet, some people at school say I'm a good singer as well. I wonder, is it just low self-confidence, or if every one just giving me fake compliments? I hope I'm a good singer, since I also hope to have that as a future career. Plus, I was thinking about sending a "music video" like thing of me singing and dancing to Hilary Duff's new song, "Play With Fire to Hilary Duff as a fan video. =) I hope she likes it!
My parents want me to be some thing useful in my life. What, is an actress not a useful career? Some times I wonder if they really are my parents. They want me to be an artist or a lawyer or something "useful". I'm good at art, I guess, but it's only a hobby. I wouldn't want to be paid to sit at a desk and do it. That would be nice, but I'd rather be paid to get out there and act.
I don't really care about being "famous", though it would be nice to meet Cole Sprouse. <3 Otherwise, being famous doesn't concern me. Err, well, I suppose you could say it does. I just want to meet all of those cool people, such as Cole Sprouse, Ashley Tisdale, Brenda Song, Hilary Duff, etc. Plus it would be cool to google my name. Other than that, it doesn't concern me at all, because I know you'll have stalkers and paperatzzi and such.
I wanted to be one of those cool singers or actresses that wear glovettes, like Madonna or Lindsay Lohan, but I've lost interest. I love glovettes, but my dad called them slutty. Slutty. That is low, even for him. And he's pretty damn low.
 lucyVUITTON · Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 06:43am · 1 Comments |
