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hay, even thought I really like the last journal entry NO BODY IS TALKING TO ME and im depressed. so I need some place were I could write down my thoughts and feelings...even though there are extreemly to complacated to even begin to discribe so I wont start on them. but the way I feel in a some what is that I want to die and never come back, that nothing is going write in the world no one cares and I just want to fall a sleep and not wake up...... the bigest thing I regret doing about my depression is inflicting paine on my self to make the emotional and mental paine go away....I love you all even if you dont love me.

~If I were to die to night, would you care
If I were to tell you I hated you, would you cry
If I were to just give up all hope, would you tell me to keep trying
If I were to fall into a hole of darkness and misory, would you save me
When I need you the most, will you be there
If I cry on your shoulder, would you let me~

that was just alittle poem that I randomly wrote of the top of my head...