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Dusk to Dawn
Finding myself in a confusing world
Welp, he's gone and it's over...My bro is up in richmond at VCU. So, yay. ((not really, I'm STILL crying my butt off)) It's great up there, but I'll still miss him. You know, younger siblings(i guess) always joke about losing the older sibling and having a great time without them. THAT IS NOT TRUE...AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was helping my bro set up his dorm and I walked about into the common area between the dorm suites and curled up on the couch crying. Walking around the HUGE campus, my eyes teared multiple times. When we walked back to the parking garage, it was time to say goodbye. I cried like heel, lip trembling and everything.

Even in the car, on the highway I was crying. My mom had to pull out tissues from the glove compartment for me.(( I had been wiping my tears on my arm band previously)) So, I cried forever. It was a five hour drive home, because of traffic. I fell asleep and slept for about an hour. I came home and sat in what was left of my bro's room and cried, curled up in a ball on his bed.

so, here I am. how are you guys you doing?? crying crying crying


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  • User Comments: [2]
    awwww, there threre...i felt the same way when my dad went off to Iraq and Afghanistan, and more recently africa...except its even worse cuz with my dads job even tho he works in that safest place, theres always a chance i could never see him again, at least with college hes not like....risking his life constantly...and besides it much easier to visit a college than to visit in Bagdahd, or nigeria

    comment swordtail · Community Member · Sun Aug 20, 2006 @ 01:11am
    *Sisterly hug* Aw. I miss your bro too....He was awesome....but hell you'll still get to see him sometime...and write letters and send e-mail. He isn't gone forever...and I'm sure he at least misses you too..

    comment Swift_Blink · Community Member · Sun Aug 20, 2006 @ 01:11pm
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