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whats the point
i dont know why
everythings just a waste and slowly inside i die

Feeling, down
stumblin around
tryin to pick myself
up, off the ground

I cant understand
the difference between boy and man
as they tell me
to take command

but how can i prevail
when all ive ever done is fail
all my life
ive just been a big sail

bein pushed around by the wind
that will carry me to the end
of my sanity
and leave me no vanity

cause i can feel it comin
like the calm before the storm
just tryin to decide
who im gonna warn

and ive never gotten this close
and this time its much worse
im not gonna try and stop it
cause im tired of always feelin like s**t

im wonderin
why, this is happenin
i know im not innocent
but is this fair punishment
cant i just be
compleely irrelivent

they say
forgive
and then forget
to live life
and have no regrets
does this mean
ive failed again