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I've found a guy that I have a horrific amount of things in common with, the only problem is that he lives half a country away and he seems more interested in someone else in another state. It's confusing, and even though I'm kind of thrown by this, seeing as I'm not much of a player when it comes to the game of love. He says he wants to meet me before he goes off to college though. If I were to somehow sway his heart though, would it really be all that great? I mean if he loves this other person as much as I figure he does, since he's planning to move and go to college in their state just to be with them... well then if I were to sway his heart then where would that leave me? Could he be swayed just as easily by someone else? I think I really should just become asexual... it would make things a lot more peaceful for me. In the end, I think I just need to find that someone for me, because when I'm single like I have been I have no focus whatsoever, but when I'm interested in someone, I'm focused and centered and happy. Maybe if I could speak my mind about the things that are closest to my heart I wouldn't be in this pickle...