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This room... Has the tendency to get overwhelmingly warm.

I miss having the computer in my room. sad

Something funky is going on with my ears. It was just one, but now it's both of them. When I hiccup or burp or just do this one thing I do to pop them, they hurt. This only started tonight some time after my shower.

It's annoying. I hope it's not an ear infection... And if it is, I hope I won't have to go to the doctor's. I don't trust the doctors here... Not after hearing about a case of one of those creepy diseases that eat you from the inside out being reported here.

Hell, having my mom have to go to the hospital on like, the tenth, is making me somewhat anxious. Being eaten from the inside out by some random-a** virus isn't the most favourable way to go. I have my death all planned out. I don't want that to be foiled.

Heehee...

Speaking of which, I guess I'll outline it here. It's just a bit of a morbid fantasy, really. Not going to happen, I'm sure... But it's good to look forward to.

Well, what I was planning to do, is when I reach ninety-three years of age... Eh. I'll simply throw myself into a meat grinder.

Not going to happen for quite a few reasons.

I'm not all too healthy. I'm NOT going to survive to be ninety-three. Or probably not going to. I don't think I'd even WANT to... Ick. Just looking at old people creeps me out. The idea of BEING as old as that... The reality...

I'll pass and go for dying around sixty, thanks.

And where the HELL would I find a meat grinder?

And how the HELL would I get myself into a position to die by meat grinder?

...

And what the HELL does "we have to merge" mean? God, the crazies I have on my contact lists... Seriously.

I have a headache.

And "Doctor Online" by Zeromancer is the best song EVAR.

Kay, I'm done now. Off to go do something or sleep... sleep is good...

Yesssss.