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hello
how are you today ?
im fine but im not sad nor happy
i guess i am both
i guess i am sad i left my old school and the one guy that liked me and i am happy becuase i hoped he forgets me . But i dont know . he was so cool he might not be smart but he was so funny and he believed i was smart . Its a first people dont take me serious anymore but he did .I was so happy to hear from my friends that he said he liked me but i was also was sad becuase on my last day of school he never said "goodbye " to me i dont even think he looked at me . i guess he doesnt want to see me. BUt the song on my profile is kinda how it was for me . the one thing i rember was my friend asked him out for me i said no and he said no at the same time . it was kinda weird . after that i guess i was kinda happy that he said no for some reason i dont really know but i was happy. But he has a gf now me nobody is like him that i like so i guess ... i have no more feelings for him now .
But i still think of him redface sorry i wrote to much bye