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well this journal is supose to be for the other day well i'll say it
I HATED THAT GIRL GRRRRRRR
what king of attitude does she have .
the project was suppose to be passed tuesday but when are really going to pass it she let me wait for an hour . i told her 2:30 to come back she says she's just going to the cdsp but after 30 min she hasn't come back yet we were suppose to give it together crying i 'm the one acting afraid of her she is such a carefree . then she says she was in the library can you believe that and she says i should have stayed in the library . hey girl why i going to wait at the library i said go back and i'll wait that what i not entirely said but it means like that. i told her at the classroom and why would the library i would'nt know if she was in the classroom how should i know . that girl din't even brought the items earlier so that we can finish it earlier and she only has on the editorial is that a news paper never !!!!! she is a very unreliable person. iam never going to be her partner again . yes im a worry worm yes iam impatient to wait for only 30 mins good thing i didn't go 10 mins after she left . she depends on me too much and it was only this year that i took the chance on her. i have already have a grudge or orr aahh some hate for her since elementary years . she forgets even the beyblade i asked her to buy . she didn't go to my house when she said she would and many others.
well that's what i said before and even now .
why oh why
i don't know if i would make more friends if i think her as other people and every one would be my fall . in want to trust but i seldom trust friends . that's why i like to work solo in quizes applications especially in math physics and computer they seem to slow me down and i do all the brain work either i don't contribute anything like in the in that together quiz i never even contributed because i don't know anything about cooking especialy the names of filipino food i eat and im picky i don't ask the names of my food . i would rather do it alone because when iam a leader they don't listen to me and they just talk talk talk . would i let them go down because of me no . i 'll take myself down . maybe someday i meet someone who can make me trust people more redface
blaugh well i lead them i can do what i like