Now i know why...why when ever i went to kiss her, she turned her head away...a few weeks ago, she gave me the "Could we just be friends" talk. I couldent do it. Now, she dosent want to be my girlfriend any more...she says she still loves me, but...I cant take it. She was the one thing i was proud of. The fact that with in my group of friends, I was the only one with a girlfriend. Beutiful, smart, funny...I loved her more than life its self. I was ready to give my life for her. Now its over...i wish it would rain so i could stand out there, and cry. i cant cry becuse im infront of my parents, i dont want to tell them yet...why? That is the only question i can think of, why? Why, oh God in Heven?! Why do you hate me so?!
 Derian Kain · Fri Dec 17, 2004 @ 01:01am · 1 Comments |
