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So life isn't lookin too good for me right now. I dono what the hell is goin on anymore. I think ppl are on the verge of hating me at this moment. I dono if i annoy ppl anymore. So tell me what the hell i'm doin wrong in my life. Did i screw up somewhere along the line? Did i loose what i had just a week ago? Or is it just stress I'm feeling right now? I don't know whats wrong or whats right anymore so i think its best if ppl just leave me alone for a while. Some of you i don't mind talkin to but i dono if you think i'm talkin bout you or not. But to tell you the truth i'm not thinkin that this is all your fault its just the ones that are around me all the time. Amanda i know i may sound like an a** sometimes and that i say things that make you angry at me but i just want you to know that i'm sorry about everything i did to you. And no i'm not talkin bout you. You haven't screwed my life up or made it bad. Its these ppl around me where i live that are making it bad right now. So don't ever think that this is about you. I love you with every breath i take and i will stop loving you til i can't breath no more. Thats how i truely and really feel about you.

Everyone else if you don't wanna talk to me its fine by me but i'll talk to you if i feel like it. confused