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	IMMA ON FIRE! : B
	IMMA ON FIRE! : B

	Why me___?
	Why me___?


Why must i keep thinking like this. I looked at Alex today and I found myself jealous, so jealous. She's so confident and has a personality of gold whereas I don't. I want to be happy like her.. maybe then people will like me.. I suck. I'm depressed all the time and I hate myself for it. I got really upset today.. burst into tears when Ross was round because I so want to wave a magic wand and change but I don't know if it'll be the real me. I don't even know if I know the real me anymore.. I hate to sound so soppy but I kinda need Chris right now.. he can make me laugh no matter how down I'm feeling. Meh, guess I'll have to face the truth.. Not that anyone really reads this so that's kinda a good point. In other news had meh english lit exam yesterday. It went crap. the questions were awquard and I just really hated the whole exam.. o.O; Got RE on Friday but I'm hoping I'd have cheered up immensly by then I have too anyways tis Chris's 17th b'day! xD Ick, gotta make Dad tea. I swear I am the bloody tea lady in this household.. >o< Might see if I can binge on chocolate... HoverCrab · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 04:56pm · 6 Comments


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	ninja Offline Fat Pie · Community Member · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 08:00pm


	You and your emotions! xD shakes fist Offline HoverCrab · Community Member · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 08:08pm


	Offline uralxium · Community Member · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 08:40am


	How did I know that by posting this.. which was a kinda rant I'd get a huge reply of you. (one of your longest I think o_o) And as I just said almost reduced me to tears.. its had for me to acept that people do actually care about me sometimes and I forget it all too easily. clings I know what your saying.. i guess one of the hardest thinfs to do in life is to realise what you are good at.. :/ As for you not showing feelings.. I back away from conflict so i'm hippocritical in the sense I hate ebing backstabbed but then in return I backstab.. mainly because some of the people scaqre me to death. o.o Offline HoverCrab · Community Member · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 09:14am


	Yes well sweatdrop i had a lot of stuff to say :p Offline uralxium · Community Member · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 09:25am


	yay amy we care about you hugs and wait a minuite why does chris kill me... hes more of a god damn pansy than a gay half french half irish disco dances, id violently pwn him with emo dr. powers...( i know how to do brain surgery ;]) Offline [Blackjack.k!ng] · Community Member · Sat May 27, 2006 @ 04:28pm

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