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	What goes on the life of a normal teenage dirtbag.
	What goes on the life of a normal teenage dirtbag.

	My relationship is going to end because walls.
	My relationship is going to end because walls.


I spent so many years of my life trying to protect myself. I put up these... these walls. So high that they became interpenetrate-able. I loved Dillon and ruined it because I never let him through. I don't love Kyle, but I want him to be the one that helps me bring down those walls. I've been cautious, but maybe it's time to let my guard down. Live a teenage life. Not be such a... stickler? Still safe. just not...this... Purple Sky Painter · Tue May 07, 2013 @ 04:08am · 1 Comments


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	It isn't your fault you put up these walls. They're walls not cell membrane. . .one thing isn't suppose to come in and the others out. walls block everything, the good and the bad. Understand that it will take time, but you don't need someone to do that. Most of the struggle will be from yourself, most of it is like breaking out of a cocoon and setting your new limits. Don't pressure yourself because you want to be better for others, do it because you're challenging yourself and learning to be comfortable with yourself. Relationships aren't all what bullshit movies project, and I learned this the hard way. Not every couple is going to be cuddling and everything, I'm still working on that with Abby after 3 years, but we still work wonderfully. Be yourself, if someone doesn't love that and love you for your ability to grow (at your pace) and accept the long process of overcoming abuse then they are not worth it. Offline Kyoya Tanaka · Community Member · Thu May 09, 2013 @ 02:49am

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