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Mood biggrin epressed/ happy to be able to smile
Anime watched today:None [of course]
Manga:None [of course]
Song in head: "One is the loneliness number" By:*sigh* I don't care it is bugging me!!!

Okay my nephew was FINALLY born he is a cute little guy^^! He is big for his age but still so small! But when hold him, I feel like how could something so beaituful end up in a crappy world like this one! Poor Aiden! Well anyway I been depressed because I am reviewing what the freak has happened! I worte a cool poem..sadly it is 3 pages long and when I read it, I wish I was back when I was happy and never regret anything...*sigh* Trying to float on but you try it after you have loved someone so badly and then something happens that you feel you shouldn't smile yet I am smiling right now! DAM! STOP IT!!T.T I listen to HIM Killing loniness all last night..just made me depressed now..and seeing my brother in-law and my sister holding Aiden and looking happy..FEELS LIKE s**t!! I been left here stuck in a mud hole if you can get me out of help please do so! I am dying! I am probably having something reacting with another thing so I am not surprised I am depressed!*sigh*

-Vicky will love again? will care again?
I want someone so spiecal to me hold me..but he probably doesn't want to even try it!*sigh*