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It hurts really bad to write this, and i'm typo'ing like hell, but i really have to write this. Two things mainly.
1: i cleaned the kids room!!! Have to tape up the boxes and make beds, but i did it! Three days all by myself! :3 what a hell hole. But it's a liveable room again! Such a feeling of accomplishment finishing it finally.
2: past few nights i've fallen asleep with my glasses on, actually few weeks o.O, anyways i hadn't noticed just how bad my vision is. I took off my glasses and looked around the room. Couldn't differentiate the walls.(it's a door and stair case so there's like 5 walls in place of one) i couldn't make out the other chairs either. Really sucks. No wonder i'm so touch and sound oriented. Mostly touch.....

Oh! I has messages! s**t. Can't answer them. It's taken me over 2hrs to write just this and can't get to my meds till tomorrow....well the meds i need for my wrist. I have my birthcontrol/downers downstairs. Lucky me. Lol keep forgetting to take them though. Nearly end of second month and have a month worth of missed pills ><"
Ouch. Okay no more writting. Every joint and muscle hurts and i looked in a mirror, i ripped open my piercing. Definitly. Good way through. Really missing pain meds....and nösse.....