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I wonder why it is that Ginzo and I talked more as friends the nwhen we were "together"? Kinda ridiculous. Hmph. Oh well. What a happy attitude. Oh well-ing everything.
OH BLOODY FLIPPING WELL!!!!!!
Ugh. I can't get over the fact I lashed at Loagan (insert:don't even remember how anymore, but i remember it). And now he has no phone......I need money on my card so I can get his address. So much thinking going on that's there's no thinknig going on!! Bloody f-ing ridiculous I tell you. So much. School, stories, masks, terrain, miniatures, Ginzo, occult, Logan and everyone, college, furture hopefully being nice and long (><; ), damned pain, inflicting pain, suicide do/don't's. And of course Girl scouts and family. And friends of family.
And recently I don't need to see be looking at myself to see everything wrong. I can feel it covering me like some kinda trenchcoat. Each thought causing it to scream a fault in my face. Marvelous. And that reminds me, I still have to sew that dress! Ugh. -_-