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I know is freakin 5 in the morning but I figured why I was stressed...it was the fact I couldn't cry sad tears...but when I was on my roof I cried tears of joy and smiled...I been stress free for about 10 hours and already I found out what caused my problems...My life was scared and no one ever really made a chance to stich it up. I tried but I just made myself depressed..then Chris came along an with his warm personality he stiched my scar up with his happiness and his ways. He is almost finish too. I guess I was stressed all the time because I was relizing my scar is gone and almost healed...that I couldn't cry sad tears made me want to know what happen to me. I figured it out and if you could see me..I am smiling and feel like laughing at my stupied ways because I thought something wrong happen to me..when nothing did it just made me happier, it just took time..I am sorry for everyone had to see the way was acting and thinking...I hope you forgive me. Thank you Chris and whatever your answer that PM with I will be happy because I know the one who stiched me up is happy. I have to go to win a metal or a ribbon for my art pieces today so I hope my warm smile will give the judges a warm feeling on my art piece....it is called "Colorful people" because I used dark colors and light colors to show good people and dark for those who are mean. Hopefully the judges will get my drift...but if they don't it is nice to know they at least saw it. I will smile anyway my life goes and I will float on okay!! Thank you everyone!