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Okay, i no longer believe in Soras logic. I'm with Riku, cold hearted truth. Yep, that describes my day. Also, I wrote this for my book talk on MR, but I had to take it out for time reasons.
Ever have the feeling that you aren't listened to?,
That you're not appreciated until you're gone?
Like there is someone there, but
the voices always come to you?
Like sometimes death is the only answer?
What about Destiny?
Is that real? How about truth?
maybe the truth hurts, more than we want it to.
but, sometimes, we just have to keep fighting.
yep! i dont really know who fit sit though. Oh well.
anyway. another lets laugh at Izzy day... sweatdrop guess that's what I get for being individual. Oh, well. Like on friday, i snapped at someone because my nerves were totally shot from my group arguing constantly. heres what happened:
Me:"so, what color should the background be?"
candice:"pink"
aaron: "blue"
jahlen:"no comment"
I got to speak up....
candice:"definatly not black. It's such an ugly color!"
I whinced
aaron:"hey, lets make it water blue."
once agian, i go to say something...
aaron:"just shut up Izzy!"
okay, lets think this out. Which MR character am I at school? rolleyes Fang, right. So, i'm quiet unless I have to speak up. But, when people tell me to be quiet when i didn't say anything........that's just wrong.
next part...
aaron:"hey look. we can put bubbles!"
bythis time I'm ready to hurl. what happened to plain black backgrounds? gonk
candice: "*starts singing powerpuff girl theme song*"
oaky, time for fang to act.
Me:"can we not argue?" speaks up quietly
aaron:"just shut up ugly!"
okay, i've had it!
me: *stands up* "why don't you? and have you looked in a mirror latley?"
trys to hold back tears of frustration. man, I cry alot.....maybe I'm not a Fang.....
the teacher comes over, :"candice, izzy. out in to the hall."
candice gives some bs excuse, then goes back in. the teacher looks at me and asks my story.
man......I wasn't a Fang...
I burst out into tears,:"I'm so tired of arguing everyday! It's the same! I say somethng and get yelled at!"
teacher:"are you trying your best?"
me:"yes."
teacher:"then I will at least pass you."
OMG! was that the evil Mrs. Bender? Did she just say that? Is she okay? The lady I swear is an Eraser just said that? OMG again, WTF?
so, I go to the bathroom and give myself a pep talk. I get back to class just to listen to more arguing. by this time, I've had it. I block everyone out and ignore them for the rest of the bell.
HA! so, how was your day? lol
 xXSamantha_RXx · Tue Mar 28, 2006 @ 12:27am · 3 Comments |
