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Okay! So people that don't understand how much hell I was through this spiring break let me write it carefully and nice! I went to "hell" with me now ex-boyfriend offically!
The few first nights I was okay with the fact that the guy that I hated the most sleep in the bed next to me....but after that I went nuts! I pissed my mom off because I told her I hated Brayn [ex]! On tuesday night I was walking very close to him and I was uncomfortable because I loved someone while this guy is the guy who I hated so like a dum a** I told him off and everything.....god I hate myself because Brayn liked me alot! But I don't care really he was like a brother but anyway! I finally got on a libray computer but it was ******** up! But I was answering mango's PM and Bryan was reading over my shoulder! I felt really bad and told him a few lies...but you try telling your ex that you already moved on and it was only a few weeks! Yeah then it was real hell after that! He was making fun of mango and telling my parents! I will confess I did cry, I did curse, I did tell lies, and I sure than hell slap the s**t out of that boy! After that it was war and I say I was close to a knife a few times but I thought of my love and my friends first so I didn't cut myself or killed myself! I was very stressed but I did the quiet thing for a few days, but I still cried!
Now it is the end of this s**t and I apolgize to those reading for me going on and also cursing! If you think it was a good idea to did some crap I did comment! If you think my life is ******** up! Welcome to my world! Hell is right around the corner to meet ya!