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	Dusk to Dawn Finding myself in a confusing world
	Dusk to Dawn Finding myself in a confusing world


Well, disturbing news from South Carolina.(where my real dad lives w/ my step mom) They're expecting a new child. yay(sarcasim) i'm gonig to be a half sister to a borther/sister. I wanted a new like sibling, but isn't it kinda wierd? My dad is like....42 or something like that. i'll be more of aunt than a sister. My brother, Dark_ReX, is eighteen, so it's really awkward. Anyway, past that, i feel like such a slut. i like swordtail...but i still ahve a crush on Thomas. (Nick, please don't hate me.) My feelings for him(thomas) aren't as intense, but I'm so embarrased. What do I do? I feel like a total idiot. Sorry, just had to get this out and tell someone. so, anyway, someone give me soem help please. cry I don't know what to do. i feel so guilty, man I'm crying...... please, nick..don't yell at me... crying xXSamantha_RXx · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 10:49pm · 9 Comments


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	Nick should understand just as well and Thomas...if he doesn't then we really know who really cares.....You shouldn't feel guilty...I went through the same thing with Nick and Hunter....Just think about it this way...Who makes you laugh when you need it...Who do you feel comfortable with...Who are you afraid of....make a list of all the things you love about them seperatly...then look and you'll see...who you love most...Iii'm not trying to brake Nick and you up...i'm just saying Offline Swift_Blink · Community Member · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 11:18pm


	I never realized that your feelings for me were intense anyways, but dont worry.... i knoiw that its like.....Ill never forget the girl that i liked in 4th 5th and 6th grade.....she knew I liked her, but she never even looked at me...but, i felt like i could wait forever, but im past that now... dont worry, i undeerstand...i KNOW... so quit beating yourself up about it....youre entitled to your own choices....I wont hold anything against you.... Offline swordtail · Community Member · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 11:26pm


	Thanks guys. redface For now, I'll stay with Nick. Offline xXSamantha_RXx · Community Member · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 11:45pm


	COOL!!!!!!!!!!1 Offline Swift_Blink · Community Member · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 11:56pm


	smiles warmly and tilts head to side Offline swordtail · Community Member · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 11:59pm


	Oh god...too ushy-gushy...I'm leaving.. Offline Swift_Blink · Community Member · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:10am


	thanks Lauran....that good ol' Lauran for ya Offline swordtail · Community Member · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:11am


	anytime xp Offline Swift_Blink · Community Member · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:20am


	oh, btw Izzy, dont insult yourself.....im sure other people do enough.....or at least they do with me. Offline swordtail · Community Member · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:54pm

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