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I wrote this in Math because I felt like June. Unnoticed and unapreciated. I felt ignored at the time, so this is the feelig of hopelessness I got. So, here is an original Izzy Gulley production:

My World
My words are constant deception
and my heart is constantly lying to me.

I'm alone forever in the darkness,
staying always, to accept my fate.

My eyes are pools of misery, and
the broken doorway to the true me.

I stay alone here in the darkness, and
accept my fate for all of time.

Where are the bed-time fairy tales?
where is the promised happiness of dreams?

I hold my knees to my chest and cry.
I pray that I will find my light, the
only key to escaping my true nightmares.

Accepting lies, accepting truth.
Which is true, and what can I believe in?

Who is my freind?
who is my enemy?

I lie in my life of constant misery and lies.
i live in the world of misery I've created.

I live in the world of lies we have created,
weither good or bad, I cannot tell.

The only thing that can change this...
The only thing that is different...
The only I can believe in....
the truth.
But, even the truth hurts.