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For all who don't know how the color scheme goes.

Anger= Ember whom was dark red
Caring= Carrina whom was green
Sorrow= Rai whom is dark blue
b***h= Busu whom is blue (this is the side that hates myself to the point of wanting to ruin my life)
Childish/Happy= Treebo whom is yellow
Insane= Chyon whom is orange

I'll be describing them better this time though... More like a story, really. This is more of about last night and the night before. What they think on this.

Ember paced around the dark room of my mind as he thought of the nights before. He hated how everyone treated me but couldn't do much about it. I wouldn't let him take over me anymore, this he knew, as he looked over about the faces that started at him. No one could predict what was going through his mind.

"Ember? Dost thee wish to speak?" Carrina asked of him as she edged towards him, Treebo lurking behind her. "Thee knows that there is nothing more to be done... Merely-" She had placed her hand upon his shoulder which he had quickly hit off. "DON'T TOUCH ME!!" he screamed at her then walked away from her. Carrina watched then looked down.

"Carri? Carri...?" Treebo whimpered and tugged upon her skirt. Looking up at her as she continued to watch Ember walk away. Once he was gone, she looked down at the young boy. Sadness had washed over her now as she held it in, "Yes, young one?" Placing her hand on his head, ruffling up his mangled hair. "Carri okies? Miss okies?" he looked at her as his eyes watered from the pressure of it all. "Yes... Mistress will be fine..." she picked him up and held him in her arms, gently cradling the child in her arms. "Mistress is just in pain right now... Thee will understand someday..." hiding her face amongst his hair as he laid his head upon her shoulder.

"Why miss no find me...?" Carrina looked down at Treebo, surprised by the question he had asked. The mistress had indeed forgotten what had made her happy so long ago which meant she forgot about the young one, whom was her happiness. Before she could respond, an unwanted voice rang in. "The b***h doesn't care boutcha, kid. She doesn't want no stickin' happiness s**t," Busu walked in the room, chuckling as the boy looked away. He tried to hide his tears from her but failed as Carrina's blouse slowly became wet in that area.

Carrina growled and glared at Busu as she rubbed Treebo's back. "Leave," she spoke coldly to Busu as she gave her a glare she gave no other. Busu chuckled and shook her head, "I only spoke the truth, Car." She then left into the darkness, opisite of Ember.

Treebo trembled and looked at Carrina. "True, Carri? Miss no want me? Treebo no wanted?" he whimpered, small fingers entwined in around her sleeve. "No, young one.... Mistress just can't find thee... Mistress is not very well... When she is well again, thee will play with her just like thee did so long ago..." Carrina lied to the child, not sure if what she spoke was true but it stopped his ever longing tears. He wiped at his eyes with his sleeves and wrapped his arms about her neck.

Steps could be heard coming down the distant hallway. Carrina turned to greet whomever entered the room unless it was Busu whom she was ready to spit cold words at.

Rai entered the room, slouching and dragging her feet as she always did. Her hood was pulled over her head to hide her tears that everyone knew was there. Sadness always cried which is what Rai resembled. Now that the Mistress was more sad then usual it meant Rai was worse.

"Good morning to thee, Rai," Carrina spoke kindly to her as the girl glanced up at her. "Mornings are never good... just another reason to wake up in the morning to meet the hidden tears of the night.... The start of a new pain... a new tear drop sheddd upon the ground... a new reason to die..." Rai spoke flatly yet softly as she dragged into the room. It didn't even look like she controled where she went but more that her body forced her to move around like a puppet.

Carrina shook her head and set Treebo down. Treebo clung to her skirt as he looked down the hall Ember had entered. While Carrina wasn't paying attention, he walked down the hall to find the elder male. "Ember...? Ember....?" he softly cried out as he walked down into never ending darkness. The only light that could be found in my mind were in Carrina's room, Treebo's, and in the main room. Ember's room only lead to more and more darkness that never seem to end.

A light ahead, what could it be, this red light at the ended of the darkened tunnel. The child ran frantacily towards it in search of Ember, to see if he was all right. He continued to run and cry out Ember's name into the darkness. Soon the crimson light engulfed the child and the cries ceased.

To be continued.