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...I was into yaoi in middle school. Today, Yaoi has a soft spot in my heart, but my love for it has diminished down to a little echo of the past. I still occassionally read and write yaoi but they'd be like little one-shots or something.

Anyways, it all began with my friend (for the sake of privacy, I'll call her...) Ferret, bringing in all those pics of Kurama and Hiei, not obscene porno, but basic ones of Kurama and Hiei just hugging and kissing while still fully clothed. All of my friends were hooked on it and thus did the age of Yaoi Obsession begin for us. We would often trade stories, write stories, and some of us even drew yaoi fan art throughout middle school, whichseemed a little wierd to everyone else, but that's what tied us together though. But the Yoai obsession wasn't solely for YYH, no. It was also for YuGiOh, too. Many of us loved seeing YamixYugi, YamixKaiba, etc, together and wanted to fill our little heads with fantasies.

I was a particular about KaibaxJoey. T.T But then when High School came around, I was introduced to Gravitation (good lord!). That made me even more blissful, but not to mention my friends had moved onto vampire yoai, and Twilight (of which I'm not a fan of). So, I had started writing my first two original yoais, Sweet Song (it never really had a title), and Vampire Moon. Vampire Moon was more popular among my friends because of my sexy character, Aysel. *shudders* But the one thing I didn't like writing in that story was the rape scene, where Aysel rapes some immature dog demon brat and his partner/lover, a half-vampire demon (called Haiko), hated him for it.

I think it was that very scene that had ruined my love for vampires. I hate writing rape scenes, even more so for involving girls (it's because I'm a girl myself).

My second fic, Sweet Song, was about a boy, who upon winning concert tickets, meets a singer and they fall in love upon first sight. It was...a cute inoccent fic (but to this day, I am struggling with rewriting it and trying to add more to it), but it was only eight chapters long. The whole story were based off three music mangas: Gravitation, Sensual Phrase, and possibly Dragon Voice. And almost like Vampire Moon, my character, Adam (based off Yuki and Sakuya), nearly gets carried with making out with Ryu (the main character) and almost rapes him. ... That pissed me off. Which is why I'm rewriting it, but now I'm just writing whatever comes to my mind. smile