What if my life had been everything I wanted
What if I never had to struggle a day while I breathed
What if the world didnt try to ******** me over at my weakest times
and what if I didn't hate all those ******** fakes
And I could pretend to be one of them idiots
Who didn'y give a shiet about anyone but themselves
People gon look at me and I already know
they gon judge me by my looks before i even show
cause i'm just a little asian girl that don’t even know
a thing about rap or life of the ghetto
They gon laugh at me before I even say hello
But I'm not gonna care, cause this is my show.
Sure I ain't ever held a gun or even broken my nose
I grew up with two parents, a brother and some mo'
I had rice everyday with my meat and my veggies
I even had soup so I’d never go hungry
The only person I really lost was my dear grandma
But even now, I still feel her watching ova
My parents loved me and gave me all they had
They kept me so close so I’d never go bad
I been through grade school and graduated high school
Gone to college, coulda gone to universities
But that don’t make me any better than ya’ll
That don’t make me any happier at all
Cause in the end, pain comes in many different colors
Everyone has their own lightnings and thunders
Now I ain’t saying that I suffered more than no one
But I don’t need to go through that shiet to be as tough as platinum.
If the pain is real, then it’s as real as it gets
My heart beats the same ragged pulse when it’s broken
I’ve cried myself to sleep the same way you did
When you were stabbed in your back
The tears that I cried were as warm as yours
The sting of sorrow cut like a knife
And the blade was as sharp as the one you held
I’ve imagined putting a gun to my head
Pulling the trigger, shutting the lights out
Like you did, when you felt like there was nowhere to go
It’s time to accept that the world isn’t perfect
And life isn’t fair.
But what’s the point of fighting?
You’re already here.
PristineRose Community Member 
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