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i just realized how much life isn't worth living... no one really acknowlages that i'm here even though they are my closest friend. god just doesn't like me does he*smiles* i send my love to him anyway. i hope he takes my life. it'll make me feel better... death is the easy way out and i'd take it. my body aches and my mind hurts... the only joy i find is singing and drawing but even in that i'm not alloud to do as i wish. i'm in shakles and i can't break free cause my heart is broken... but even tho u guys don't love me... i love u... bye everyone..