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is it me because i feel like im the cause of my pets death i mean like my ginea pig died last week i loved her so much she had fresh veg every day and i treated her realy good gineas are only supose to last for 2 years where my one lasted 7 years and now my best friend in the hole world is dieing my dog katie ive had her since i was 4 and she is 15 this year which is very gd for a border colly and she might have to be put down but i dont want her to go if she does it will kill me i wont know what to do without her i love her so much i just feel like its all my fault that they are dieing i hate it i dont know what to do any more. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying