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one of many to come days of pain..i can tell..-sighs-
well anyways..
went to a movie with lily this morning..
we saw alice in wonderland, it was like AMAZING
im totally in love with the cheshire cat
hes like soo cool
all evaporating and stuff..lol
helped my neighbor fix his trampoline..woo who -_-
talked to my, um...i dont really know what to call her
so ill just say 'rin' for now..
im like so not worthy..
and i know shed rather i be away all the time..
-sighs- feels like how it was before things started happeneing..
i miss rin when shes away..
but i know shed rather talk to her main girl than me..
but i respect that
im like so pathetic..
and useless..
starting to feel even MORE worse about myself..
and im starting to think her friends dont like me..
i also think when her mayumi is around shed rather not talk to me..
but..i dont wanna give up..
-sighs- will the pain ever really be gone?
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 Chrystanthemum · Sun Mar 07, 2010 @ 12:32am · 0 Comments |
