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I miss my father. The one year anniversary of his death is on the third. My mom is ill. The first thing she does when she cmes from work is take a shower and put on one of my father's shirts. It's so hard. Is it wrong that I've turned his pictures face down it hurts to look at them so? Sometrimes I forget he's not with us anymore. I walk into the living room after school and he's not there to ask me if I got married today(our own personal daily joke). My little sister the worst of us she cries alot and is near inconsolable. God, help me through this next week.