Okay so I like multiple guys...
and some of them like me back
but I'm crazy over 2 of them and it's kind of insane
I've never liked someone this much... -.-
I have no life
They probably think that too... They probably think
"Carlys such a retard!"
GAH I just want to yell to them
I LOVE YOU GOD DAMN IT!!
>.< BLAH
You wouldn't understand dear journal... nope
Oh and one of them.. okay
so me and him used to talk all the time.. then he was gone for a while... I would see him and stuff but he seemed almost dead
and now hes like back and he wants to reap my emotions.. he still seems dead
He used to be so lively
and I just---
I guess things change right? Yeah... *I hope*
. . . I don't know what to do! I want to just go to his house (he lives very far away)
and just... I don't know... >.<
and some of them like me back
but I'm crazy over 2 of them and it's kind of insane
I've never liked someone this much... -.-
I have no life
They probably think that too... They probably think
"Carlys such a retard!"
GAH I just want to yell to them
I LOVE YOU GOD DAMN IT!!
>.< BLAH
You wouldn't understand dear journal... nope
Oh and one of them.. okay
so me and him used to talk all the time.. then he was gone for a while... I would see him and stuff but he seemed almost dead
and now hes like back and he wants to reap my emotions.. he still seems dead
He used to be so lively
and I just---
I guess things change right? Yeah... *I hope*
. . . I don't know what to do! I want to just go to his house (he lives very far away)
and just... I don't know... >.<
