Song of the Week; Cancer for the Cure - Eels, Electro-Shock Blues
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gahh!! I miss my contacts, I have this constant feeling that my glasses are crooked. *Whips 'em off for the umpteenth time and squints at the ear pieces* scream bastards...*mumble*
anyhow, seems I'm not the best at keeping journals fresh. *Ticks off on her fingers* Myspace, Gaia, Gone-Gothic, RL Dia-Journal ninja , Neopets (Ages!, I bet all my pets died of starvation and lack of bandanas wink blaugh -I wouldn't mind living off omeletes!!-) *cough* anywaay. Um, no sign of 'Mano, I hope hes alright heart heart I miss him terribly, but off-line always supersedes on-line. So if hes living unplugged; power to 'em. I just love that music man. cool heart
For any who might read *Coughkayhack* Vince is a 100% nadda', no worries about repeating past mistakes. Except for the fact that it affects my life today I wish I had never met the guy...or tom for that matter :"(
*with no suprise gets a phantom of the opera song stuck in her, shakes a fist in his direction* >.O
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*fumbles for media player while thinking of whats next* School seems to be going better, and even the half-pleasant half-lethargic routine is nice for a change. Would even be more so if I didn't see a perticular guy three times a week. *gnaws on nearest unedible item* Gah! he looks like a fairy!
*ahem* My family-and yes including my mom-have been encouraging me to go into tattooing as of late. IFfeh lost her old lifetime dream and is looking for something new. Somthing that, unlike the past *tilts head to count, then flicks bangs out of her eyes* eight-to-eleven years have been-fun! I want to have fun for godssakes!
My sister-after she gets married this summer-wants to move to Las Vegas with her hairy-hubby.(in case anyone who reads this doesn't know, they're both in the hospitality industry as chefs, she a pastry) As almost a nudging of fate, all of my sisters old (and FLAMING) bestfriends from her highschool-*fingers trip on keys and she totally forgets how to type* gaahh I hate that, catipillar-esque now I can't remember how to type with them all. *glares, then goes on* Are converging there within the next couple years. So things seem to be working for my sister. I'm happy for her, really. And my brothers are moving on as well *heart-pang* Las Vegas looking good for them too. My eldest brother is gonna milk da' Cruise circuit for awhile (musician) while my other Guitar-weilding bro' finished up to go to some school in Texas. Than maybe Sin-City.
As everything I had worked for fell apart, I was left with nothing. Fading memories and IQ, I can only go as far as my body will let me in this life...*clenches fist* I'd rather the next five years have a bit more meat to it then the last ten. Even if I accomplish little but living. *twirls "wand" between fingertips, than suddenly grins*
and if I had the body I'd totally do that dancer-gig. Yes cool Vegas.
twisted
Its too bad I am the way I am, even at the best shape o' my life I'm still very different form-wise...
hmm...*taps wand against her lips, slowly swaying the hips of fury* whee
wouldn't that be a thing? A thing...wouldn't that be something short of amazing or totally unexpected? What would people say in Vermillion or DL to hear that I made a name for myself in the City of Sin? As a performer no-less?
The Ultimate Revenge, my loves!!
Not saying I have what it takes to be famous, but mmm with the drive anything is possible, even if its something others'd consider worthless or laughable.
*flips off hat and runs a hand through her hair* Dunno, 'tis wery tempting, to show all those that let me down, put me down....completely go against what I've been told is expected of me....
Or maybe its too late...
shall I see?
~IF
maybe someday I could run...
p.s. on the other hand, at that concert last week I whored myself up and let things happen as they may. Still, not even a drunk guy came near me.
o.O
*Foxeh*
