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The Thundering clouds have swallowed my world
My voice is weak, my actions worthless
they're still there.
I feel so vain
I feel so worthless
A horrible, despicable being.
A puppet on the string that I control.
I couldn't tell you "I'm sorry"
I couldn't tell you "I Love You" to make things alright
the words swwm pointless now
when my heart weighs more than I do.
My body shakes,
My mind is numb
I can't explain my reasons
when there are none.
I'm inferior-
Or I feel that way compared to you.
"It takes seconds to open a profound wound in a lover's heart. It may take years to heal it."
I believe there aren't enough yearsleft on earth to heal the wounds I've given you.
Maybe their's something in me that makes me this horrible....
I hate hurting you,
but it seems I repeateadly do.
My actions are in my control but everytime this happens I feel I've lost myself.
I can't finish this writing
there's nothing I feel I can say that makes any difference.
 June Malatesta · Sun Jan 31, 2010 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |
