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I'm never good with words, for when you need them most, they only make u feel worse. I'm not strong nor am i brave. I face ur pain as mine which makes me tare inside. My heart breaks more when you cry. I fade when i can't help you. I cry because of what i am. I'm nothing but a black vortex that destroys everything that is close to me. I tear people u r dear to me. filling them with hatred. All i wanted was for them to be happy, with there sweet smiles. But the more i try the more they hate me. i try to adviod them but it only hurts them more. The more i fade the more u do to. the more i weep the more you shed ur tears. i always tried to protect them..to be there when they need me. But how can i be there for someone when all i do is cause them pain.

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I AM

My heart is broken and filled with sadness
with my eyes covered with dark clouds
my mind is like a dagger
thats ready to shed blood (of those who are near me)
My tears are made of blood of those who i caused suffering to
I shall live an eternal nightmare that no one can penitrate or heal
A nightmare that will destroy me.