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Does this rag smell like chloroform to you?
A trip across the dimentional rift of time and space, falling through shattered dreams and ancient languages long forgotten.
I'm just a mess.
I don't take care of myself. I forget to take my pill and to wear my glasses all the time. I sit the wrong way. I know that I'm ruining my eyes. I know that eye issues are most common in blue-eyed girls/boys. I know way too well that I'm ruining my stomach a little bit more every time I don't take my pill. I know I'll ruin my knees again. And I do it anyway, why? I would probably kill myself if I couldn't see. My eyes are my favourite sense but they're fading. If I ruin my stomach then who knows what will happen. Knee issues, no biking or walking. If I can fix things before I'm done growing, total [around 20] then I might be able to be okay. Still, who knows?
Ugh, why do I have all this stuff so young? Bad genes, I guess. :/


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  • User Comments: [1]
    My knee caps have been dislocated three times.
    I've broken my arm.
    I've had a kidney operation.
    My eyes are blue and it's hard to see.
    I never eat.
    I am a model.

    jordanleschinsky.com

    http://jordee.deviantart.com/art/Modesty-Blaise-I-130081209
    comment Thin is Strong · Community Member · Sun Oct 25, 2009 @ 12:55am
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