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i feel better when i dont think about him. i don't think of him alot anyway. i mean he is always on my mind but i never think of reality when i think of him. when i think of him it's about what it would be like if he was mine. when i think of life i remember he's tashas' and that he's my best friends brother and that he's like 3 or so years older than me. and i can't stand that. i wish he was mine but he's not. so i'll just have to wait no matter how much i hate her and him being with her.