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...i had to break up with andrew i didn't want to i was forced by my parents i have been ban ll contact with him...i can't see him again...i had to break up with him over the phone...it'took 22min....i asked a few friends to watch over him make sure he doesn't hurt him self...i wish i didn't have to do that to him... i hate myself for it i promised him that if i ever broke up with him i would do it face to face...i couldn't keep it though....i was shakeing still am a bit my heart was pounding so hard and now my throat is tightening...i cried a lot just thinking about it....i'm not now but i'm close i proboblky will tonight...
 Canada737 · Sun Sep 20, 2009 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments |
