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I'm not clear how it is that I ended up here

[Let me help you clear your clouded memory]
['Cause no one in the world could know you better than me]

Deja vu, think of you
now so far, once so near

[Don't get so sentimental using up your mind]
[This pile of s**t you're shoveling is getting hard to climb]

Tangled in my own reflection
On the way down
Fadeaway

With my hands on my mind, I hold wounds that won't mend

[You just keep trying to be something that you're not]
[You'll never shake me, never break me, and never over take me]

With my eyes open wide I can see it's the end

Tangled in my imperfections
On the way down
Fadeaway

Don't hate me now
They've torn away the ground from under me
Right after they were reassured that I believed
Normality
Is not a word I understand at all
I set myself up for this fall

[fadeaway]
Withdrawing deep into the hole
[fadeway]
This isolated little cell
Leaves me cold and faded
[fadeaway, fadeaway, fadeaway]

I'm my one and only friend
I am my worst enemy
I find new methods to pretend
That this is not reality

Don't be lonely
Now I'm you're only
Just stay far away from me...

When I fadeaway from me
Just stay far away from me

When I'm not all I use to be
When I fadeaway from me
When I'm between myself and me
When I fadeaway from me

Decline
More whine
Deadline
All mine