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a poem i wrote while listening to the song 'closer to you' by adelita's way,it kinda reminds me of when i was at the art fair yesterday and me and that guy who looked like cobain were just staring at eachother.well,this is just my mind work!
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walking past on the streets,and i see you there.
you're just there staring and smiling,never stop playing your guitar even with your eyes away.how you play makes me think it might not even be you playing those strings,possibly someone from above.
i'm doing the same,i feel the same,staring and smiling,now i can't get it out of my head.
i'm sure you would've been great,you would've been such a sweet soul.
i don't know why i didn't stop to hear you,why i didn't stop to know you.and now as i walk on,walk away,i relize that in some odd way that you more than likely don't even notice or feel,i've fallen for you some.
but all this is is one of those moments.
a moment that you figure out that the ones you see only once,the ones whos smile you'll never witness again,are the ones who were meant to be,who you were meant to be with.
it's definatly sad,and i wish it wasn't true.
i remember scolding myself for being so shy,for refusing to talk to you and just walking past.
we never knew what could've been,but i neglected it.
i watch my feet as i walk on,until the feeling becomes so emmnse that i decide,hell with it!i have to go back or this is gonna eat me up inside.
i run back to that corner,but stop just in time to walk slowley around it.
you look up and you smile at me,you're not playing anymore.
i walk right up in front of you,and i drop some cash in the case.
i'm red in the face,i almost can't stand up.
you laugh cause you know,i know now,i was wrong,you do feel the smae.
you thank me,and without a word i sit on the concrete beside you.
there's a moment of silence,a passing between us through our eyes,something like a firework.a flame that threatens to set my heart on fire if i don't obey it.
and finally and nervously,i feel like a little girl,i feel like curling up in my bed and hiding from the world,afraid i'll make a fool of myself.
please don't stop playing,i quietly speak.
and again you let it all go,and this time you sing.
a song of feeling alone,of finding someone to share the pain with,someone who can make it better and wipe away all the evil and bad so that you may never feel that wretched way again.
at that moment i know it,you're the one i'm leaving with,the one who'll be therre to be sure i'm never alone again.
you make me wanna sing,i just let it out and put my own in there.
and now it's the end,and also a beggining of a new life,a new team.
it's the happiest i've ever been.
and now we'll be like this forever.
ya know,i'm glad i was too shy,that it never worked out before,cause then i would've never met you,something would still be missing.not anymore,thank you my love.
~the end~
i know it sucked,it sounded like a poem than a story and it kept going that way,but it's how i feel so there!SUCK IT!!!
thnxs for reading this! heart love to all!
 XxImmortal_MachinexX · Sat Jul 18, 2009 @ 09:53pm · 0 Comments |
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