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Lets hold on tight cause If I didnt I know what would happen-I think I might be a control freak with my dreams. Im a lucid dreamer. I dream and im always in control. Though I think ever since my accident that Ive been even more controling. Im feeling-amaized. Ive never quite known why or this bout me. All I have known is that I had this unrealistic control over my dreams. It was perfect. I relize now that If I let it go-my control. Athousands and even more nightmares and dreams and her my little "accident" might come back into play. Nightmares about----things that are meant to kill me. There are even worse thiings-If I never wake up, Jaqueline <named her. Might come back and hurt another of my loved ones. Right, now I wont -cant even think of hurting some one-cause then my nightmares and last I would rid my self of her. Its a long painless prossec of-no dreams-
 jpat16 · Thu Dec 22, 2005 @ 03:53am · 0 Comments |
