Today was a wonderful day yet I feel horrible inside. I was stoked because it was the last day of school and I was partying with my buddies all day long.Yet when i saw my bestie and said "hi" she just ignored and avoided me. Then I saw my ex who I love more than anything with her and my whole world came crushing down. I know they're not dating because my bestie is super straight and has her own guy who she loves. Then I talked to my little sis who lives in another state and started missing her like hell. Now all I can think about is wanting to be the the 3 people in the world I want to be with/and love the most. I feel miserable inside and can't even force a good thought into my head. It's like I'm leaving in hell on earth. Nothing ever goes right...
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