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I went to get my teeth looked at and to schedule the lovely oral surgery today. So, what do you think are the odds that I'd know someone who was getting their wisdom teeth out today? Low, yet, guess what? Amanda S. was there. I have to go in 2 weeks and 2 days. I don't know really what to expect. My mom never had any wisdom teeth, and my dad never got his out. I'm scared, and they can't really say anything to make me feel better.
I don't know what I'm doing. I am obviously completely incapable of liking anyone who has any chance of liking me back, and it just screws everything up. I get to drive myself completely nuts because I have to force myself to forget and let it go in so many cases, and I'm sick of it. I know everyone has their impossible crushes, but damn, this is getting ridiculous. What it tells me is that there's something wrong on my end. Hmm...and yet I'm not viewing this with self-pity. It's just a fact.
Listening to the Kris Allen+Adam Lambert cover of "We Are the Champions" is oddly soothing. Listening to "No Boundaries" on repeat 1 is even more so. Adam Lambert just has one of those voices. I'm glad he's working on an album. I need a new "lullaby" album. Ooo...pretty song. "I Just Love You". His voice is pretty much amazing, and the song is beautiful.
I think sleep will help with my sanity. Maybe.
"I don't know why; I just do."
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Jun 10, 2009 @ 06:03am · 0 Comments |
